Widowed: The Blog


There are no answers

Except the ones already here

Rain drapes them like a haphazard cloak

Packed away with the winter woolens and forgotten like Mama’s ring and the China doll from before the war

Somewhere between the peonies and the irises, they bloom unseen

Lost like tomorrow’s yesterday

Dots in my history where stories should have taken root and grown.


As soon as the last leaf, bitter with summer’s death somersaulted away

He decided to leave

Because he didn’t feel he had a choice any longer

He came in knowing, started with goodbye

Then left before the first tear dropped.


Staying makes life uninteresting

But inertia wraps thick wool around us like a chrysalis cradle

So after answering all possibilities

The bus still sits,

idling and impatient

And even though the clock says it is time

Who can say it would have made the difference anyway?